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[18 Feb 2006|09:46am] |
im going to update after so long.
currently: i live in san francisco. i hate it as much as i love it. i'm moving to spain in may. hopefully afterwards i'll move east to do something with my life, like college. i'm single, again. this time last year i wasn't. i was in a loving relationship. i miss it.
i look the same. i've changed. i'm jaded. i love easy mac.
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[25 Apr 2005|09:34am] |
heavy showers in boston.
rain and fog in san francisco.
eff life.
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[24 Apr 2005|08:00pm] |
one week left.
i'm leaving tuesday to hopefully create a new life in boston.
this could be it, guys.
i hate not knowing.
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[07 Apr 2005|12:01am] |
irvine is nice.
i need to find a place to live.
and be gone april!
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[21 Mar 2005|06:33pm] |
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where can i find an american flag bikini top or any american nationalistic bikini top for cheap?
websites, stores-anything is helpful.
thanks in advance,
stephanie
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[12 Mar 2005|01:21pm] |
i moved journals for good.
i added most of you, so add me back.
peace.
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[12 Mar 2005|01:17am] |
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I drive home, and pass the military base. It's isolate and cold, but familiar and threatening. It's there, and it's real, and it's arrogant. It's him, but it's not; it isn't home either. It's lives lost and unanswered questions and tragedy. It's us, and our relationship, and the need to communicate once or twice a year. It's distance and miles, and time, and growing up. It's not dead children in Fallujah, and it doesn't need press coverage, and it doesn't hurt as bad. But it's still men with money running the game, and it's still girls with heart trying to melt the iron gates.
i've been writing so much these past two days.
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[02 Mar 2005|07:27pm] |
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don't worry baby.
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[02 Mar 2005|07:20pm] |
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and maybe
someday
i will see
i'll say please.
don't tear your ♥
from me.
its such a crime.
that i never told you.
about the diamond in your eyes.
dude.
i want you all in san francisco with me
so we can play
and you can meet my boy(s).
there will be so much love, liberals, music, stephanie talk (y' know vaginas and bongs), good food-everything.
bum out with me.
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[18 Feb 2005|04:17pm] |
i was told to tape quarters to my feet and tap dance around my house, and to not take life so seriously.
i will try it.
tonight i'm painting my room split pea soup green and/or mustard yellow.
i don't give a fuck if that clashes with my furniture or anything. life is too short.
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[01 Feb 2005|09:10am] |
hello february.
i hope you're a better month than january.
and i hope you move fast.
one month down. eleven more to go.
summer, i miss you already.
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[27 Jan 2005|07:46pm] |
my aim doesn't work anymore.
whatever man, i'm getting too old and busy for the internet and like having frivolous conversations with people.
tough balls.
i have to go to work soon.
oh and i moved journals a while ago, but most of you knew that.
and its not like it matters cuz i dont post shit. and don't worry about it if you didn't know; it's not important.
i'm going to abandon all this shit one day.
when i'm older and don't care for your validations and opinions or advice.
and the memories will just be in my head instead of a cyber document.
but i don't know when that will happen.
peace out brahs.
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[30 Dec 2004|09:31pm] |
my boyfriend is on the following:
gothornot.com-his user name is sacred virgin
wouldyouhitthis.com
hotornot.com
gawker personals
yeah. he rocks.
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[25 Dec 2004|10:38pm] |
so this is random, but i'm hooooked.
more pictures tomorrow when mike visits me!!!
( roxy pictures )
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[25 Dec 2004|11:14am] |
i just woke up...right now.
since my family is anything but traditional, i don't get to open my presents until tonight at our holiday blowout party. i hate holiday parties because there are too many children and everyone gets wasted.
so everyone have a good one!
and now my mom is yelling up a storm.
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[24 Dec 2004|11:16am] |
merry early xmas. consume. consume. consume. it's all we're good at.
SO THIS GAME IS OVER NOW!! HERE ARE THE RESULTS!! p.s. you guys suck hard core.
* On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs on the list (no matter how embarrassing).
* Write down a couple lines of the song (avoid using a line with the song title).
* Have your friends comment and see if they know the songs and artists
* When someone guesses correctly, strike out the line and list the correct title and artist next to it.
1. " I'm blind and I want to see. I'm blind and I want to see. Mother Mary come to me." (erase eratta-california viewing)
2. " cuz all of the stars are fading away. try not to worry you'll see them someday. take what you need. you'll be on your way." (oasis-stop crying your heart out)
3. "he plays in a band and protects his heart with his hands. he loves photography. his girlfriend you'll never be. BEWARE of his french toast face."
4. "We see what it means. Reach out our hands. Hold on to hers. But when we wake it's all been erased. And so it seems." (weezer-only in dreams)
5."everybody seemed happy. i say it's too early to smile. i haven't done that in a while. cuz i can't feel your face any longer." (the like-bridge to nowhere)
6. "She said son if you never make a noise. God will never know you're there. So I purchased me a ticket for a meeting with Jesus Christ. He shook my hand and offered me the simplest advice."
7. "i want to glide down your brown eyes dreaming. take it from the inside, baby hold on tight. you were so right when you said i've been drinking." (wilco-i am trying to break your heart)
8."i get all the news i need from the weather report. I can gather all the news I need from the weather report. Hey, I got nothing to do today." (simon and garfunkel-the only living boy in new york)
9."He's a hustler. It's a role. He'll never make suit. So hang on to this. Go stay and spin and fail and fail. Who'll ever win? Gee, it's so ephemeral." (the cocteau twins-heaven or las vegas)
10." I can see your disco dick is sucking my heart out of my mind. I'm outta time. I'm outta fucking time time. I'm a gasoline gut with a vaseline mind but wanna disco? wanna see me disco?" (le tigre-deceptacon)
11."I play along with the charade, there doesn't seem to be a reason to change. You know I feel so dirty when they start talking cute. I wanna tell her that I love her"
12. "I'm in the sky when I'm on the floor. The world is a mess and you're my only cure. There's a time for me to act mature. The only words I know are more,more, and more." (le tigre-eau'd bedroom dancing)
13."Wish I had a lot of answers. That's the way it should be. All these questions redirected at me. I can't find the time to write my mind the way I want it to read. You come back again. And I'll still be your friend. I got a lot of your records in a separate stack." (wilco and radiohead-box full of letters)
14. "I was a lonely soul. I had nobody till I met you. But you kept me waiting all the time. What can I do? It's your life. And you can do what. Do what you like." (the kinks-tired of waiting for you)
15. "talking fast couldn't tell me something. i would shed my skin for you. talking fast on the edge of nothing. i would break my back for you. don't know why, don't know why, things vaporize and rise to the sky" (jesus and mary chain-happy when it rains)
16."But if I had your faith, then I could make it safe and clean. If only I was sure that the head on the door was just a dream." (the cure-close to me)
17."I heard you like kinky shit. That depends on who I am with. What is it S&M or somet type of toy? Like you said search and destroy." (peaches and iggy pop-kick it)
18." Sounds of laughter, shades of earth are ringingt,through my open mind inciting and inviting me.
Limitless, undying love, which shines around me like a million sun"
19."get into the groove, boy you got to prove your love to me played on the radio as we drove down south to see our families. we were lying there in the passenger chair sound asleep. i could recall a time when evenings were bright and thick with love and all the city steets were so mysterious."
20."one more song about moving along the highway. i can't say much of anything that's new. if i could only work this life out my way i'd rather spend it being close to you." (carole king-so far away)(i listened to this song for eight hours on my car ride up to san francisco this summer).
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[16 Dec 2004|11:36pm] |
What we call the beginning is often the end
And to make and end is to make a beginning.
The end is where we start from.
-t.s. eliot
make sense of the world with t.s. eliot.
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[12 Dec 2004|10:17am] |
if anything this is the most important lesson i've learned in my life thus far:
"at one time or another all normal people wish their folks were dead."-albert camus.
and with this i should get off mike's computer or he'll kill me.
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